a serious matter.

a question:

do i have....seasonal depression?

it seems that every single year, for the past...3 or 4 years, i feel like poop. 

maybe it's because crappy things have happened to me after my birthday for the past...3 or 4 years...that could have something to do with it. 

i just don't feel like doing anything. i just want to sit at home. and watch something. 

three years ago, it was Broadway's Lost Treasures. two years ago, it was The Little Mermaid. last year, it was Bones. this year, it's Monk. 

i'll make up my mind to do something, but just as i'm about to leave, i realize i just want to stay home. stay home and watch. ist that...depressing? or a symptom of depression? 

should i be checked out? 

well, i probs should for other things, but yeah. 

this year, the happening wasn't that big of a deal, but i still feel crappy! what is wrong with me!? 

wait...don't answer that question.