yes i can!

Have you ever been so determined to do something that it kind of shocks you?

Well, recently, I've been having this thing called determination sneak up on me. It wasn't until last night that I really felt determined.
It's kind of scary, actually.

Let me explain:
I went to see the musical "Wicked" for my 5th time, at the capitol theatre. It was AMAZING. That show never disappoints. The whole time, I sat there thinking, "I could do this. I KNOW I could do this." I had a vivid vision (almost like a prophecy?) of myself up on the stage doing what those actors were doing.
I have always kind of been wishy washy about what to do with my life. But, now I know. I need to try it. I need to get out and see what I can become. I KNOW I could be Elphaba. SO, I'm determined to make my way.

I don't really know where to start or how to achieve my end goal, but I know that that is my goal. To be completely green and sing "Defying Gravity". To be someone's role model. To change someone's life through my passion. To tell an amazing story through a beautifully written character--to have that kind of power is amazing to me. I want to do it. Not just to prove to people I could do it, but to prove to MYSELF I can do it.
Because you know what? Making myself proud is the most important thing.

I CAN DO IT!!!

So, here's to studying hard, soaking up everything I can at school, going for crazy opportunities, and MAKING SOMETHING OF MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!

wish me luck.