I can't wait to get to heaven and read the story of my life. Actually, I hope it's a video. I hope I get to watch my life unfold. That way I can laugh at myself. I can shake my head and smile at the way I worried about everything.
Somethings are to be worried about. But usually, those are the things that I don't worry about. Important things like auditions for programs, grades, assignments, etc...I worry about the things that I should let fall into place: boys. I tried to think of a list of things, but really, that's all I worry about. It legitimately takes up so much of my time.
Anyway,
Last week, I had a particular hankering to kiss someone. I just wanted to kiss again. I really like it, and I think it's nice. So, I got to play practice on Wednesday, and I found out I have a kissing scene! It's with a guy that's really nice, but...I have NO attraction to him at all. But, I guess it's one of those, "fish fish I got my wish" things...
All I want for Christmas is a clear mind. I guess Christmas is a little ways away, but I mean, I can start planning now. I think I have a lot of learning to do. Learning about myself. Learning about how I work with me. How I work with the Lord. How I need to live in order to succeed. I think once I do that, I'll be able to have the life I want.
Having the life you want starts with living as though you do. I think it'll just happen. I believe it'll just happen. I know it'll just happen. Why? Because I have faith.
Also, I think I have tonsilitis.
Good night.
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