i think of you

Here's the deal.
It's 2:50 am, and I am still awake! Why!?
I was feelin crappy this evening, and so I went home to go to bed at a decent hour. I fell asleep around 10:30, and woke up from a dream around 12:15. I thought the time would be around 4:00...and I was SO wrong. I did have 7 text messages...so I felt popular...but now I can't sleep. I have tried everything I can think of. Turning on a movie so I can drift to sleep, go into my mom's pitch-black, much colder room, counting sheep...you name it. I have SO much on my mind.

What is this summer going to be like?
Will the "thing" I want to work out, work out?
I would be able to move on from a certain thing if there wasn't an elephant in the room.
Why aren't "we" still friends?
I have so much laundry to do!
There are so many friends leaving.
Why can't I just be honest about my feelings?
Will Math 1050 be hard? I hate math.
WHY CAN'T I SLEEP!?!?!?!???!?!?!!?!?!!!!?!?!?!?!?



I have problems.