The Story Of Us

This song has been running through my mind all day. 
Where was this song a year ago!? 
I could've been belting it to myself ALL THE TIME.
Oh well, not a big deal; it's here now, that's all that counts. 


Anyway. This post doesn't really have anything to do with the content of the song, but the title fits. There are so many relationships in my life are going to change soon. I ALWAYS talk about the future and change and missionaries, but I can't help it! My three best friends are leaving within the same week. Jordan and Canon leave on the 29th, and Coleman leaves on the 6th of July. WEIRD.


There's something frustrating me though. I don't know what to do. By that, I mean I don't know how to be their friend. I mean, they're leaving, so I want to spend as much time with them as I can...but I think they want to spend a lot of time together. Just the boys--which is fine! But, I mean...can't we just have some quality time? Certain things are changing with regards to my relationship with one of them, and I think it's weirding another one of them out. SO, one of them freaked out at me, which made me mad, so now I'm not sure what he's told the others about it...and now it may or may not be awkward the next time I see them...which is Sunday. 
Why can't things just got the way I want?? Is that too hard to ask? Yes, I know it is, but still...one can only hope. 


It just makes me mad when I try hard to make something work...and it falls flat. Kaput. 


Well, I just needed to vent a little bit, and I'll be back soon.
xoxo
Gossip Girl