can i do it?

So, lately, I've been thinking that I want to run a marathon.
That is kind of crazy because I am NOT a runner, in the least. In 11th grade Fitness For Life, we had to run for 20 minutes straight, and I nearly passed out after. But, for some reason, I think it would be really good for me to conquer my fear of running. I HATE being out of breath. I can't get over that, so I never run long enough to get over the hump of being out of breath. I just...don't have the determination. I want to be a "runner". My mom runs 5-10 miles every day. She runs up to the Zoo from our house! One day she asked me to go with her....I made it up the street. It's pathetic. i'm lucky if I can make it around the block! Another thing: I have HORRIBLE knees. Whenever I run, it hurts my knees. However, I think if I do it more, I'll be able to get rid of that. Running is such a convenient form of exercise, and it's a good way to be outside and get adrenaline pumping. Being outside on beautiful spring/summer/fall mornings is the best! In winter, I can run on a treadmill. 


SO. My goal for the summer is to start "running". Even if I can only make it a mile, that's fine with me! I just want to go until I can't go anymore. And hopefully, I'll be able to gradually work up the length of my runs. In a few (or more than that) years, I want to be able to run a marathon. I think it's a HUGE and CRAZY goal, but it's doable! I could run a marathon! It's great to think! This goal will definitely be a goal of my dedication and determination. 


Wish me LUCK!